kees hin.

‎"1/3 van je hersenen veroorzaken een rusteloze stroom van gedachten en waarnemingen, de rest sust en lijdt de chaos in goede banen. dat verklaart ons rusteloos verlangen naar rake momenten.

waarin alles ineens helder en duidelijk is. even maar. dan stort de algemene duisternis er zich weer over.... als het gebeurt dan weet je dat je er onafgebroken naar zoekt en verlangt. de sublieme momenten." -Kees Hin.

translated to english (via google, so don't expect perfection);

"1 / 3 of your brains cause a restless flow of thoughts and perceptions, the rest soothes and suffer the chaos on track. this explains our restless desire to rake moments. where everything seemed bright and clear. a minute. then collapsed overall there is darkness .... if it happens again then you know that you are constantly looking for and desire. the sublime moments. "

- kees hin.

ciao.

banksy @ los angeles.

graffiti artist banksy's in the town for the oscars. his documentary "exit through the gift shop" is nominated in the category "best documentary".

definitely a documentary i'll watch. very soon.

ciao.

changed.

it's been 10 days since receiving the message that changed my life.
been at a really beautiful and yet very very emotional funeral last weekend.
10 days with pain and lots of reflections. remembering the memories again.

it's still unbelieveable. but we have to accept it. our life is in the hands of fate.
there's still things to do. so probably won't be visible this month. priorities has been changed.

but i'm looking forward to a new start of my life as we always have to look on the bright side of life.

already so many things to look forward ->

volley tournament, andré & benjamin's crazy birthday party, the visit of my 2 friends from washington d.c, ddu general assembly, christina & kristine's 25years birthday party, berlin trip with wonderful people and of course the springtime.

take care.

ciao.

my loss.

4th february 2011 was the day i learned to know that my mother is gone.

it was an shocking experience but also a little relief.
my mother had been through so much in all her life and in recent years.
now you're free from all the pain.

i'll never forget you, mom and i'll always love you not matter what.
it is unbelievable that i won't be seeing you again.

rest in peace..

"everywhere i got

every smile i see
i know you are there
smilin back at me
dancin in moonlight
i know you are free
cuz i can see your star
shinin down on me"

- janet jackson "together again".

ciao.

happiness only real when shared.

I dig my toes into the sand
The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds
Strewn across a blue blanket
I lean against the wind
Pretend that I am weightless
And in this moment I am happy...happy

I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here

Incubus - "Wish You Were Here".

light graffiti.

found 'em on google. go search for more light graffitis!
just type light graffiti.

very inspiring.

cooliess.

two thousand eleven.

2010's been an interesting year.
with the best thing in 2010 being crowned as 2nd place in european deaf futsal championship.
it's a moment i ll never forget. how we all smiled and laughed and hugged and ran around like we've just won the lottery. the feeling was just the best thing ever.

other things; visiting amsterdam (lots!), serbia, roskilde festival, germany, dfce, summer days in cph with friends, welcoming fawks and beavis into my life, our fab fab 80ish bday party, swissy, ghana party, absalon xmas lunch and NYE! there deffo are more great things that happened in 2010, i just can't think of them right now.

and am looking forward for this year.
so many things could happen.
and some will happen for sure.

berlin! volley! more projects (sigh)! bday parties! springtime! summertime! holidays! ohh.... can't wait.

i wanna be more healthy this year. less cola. more water.
i wanna be a fitness freak again. less laziness. more action.
i wanna be clever with my money. less impulsive spending. more joakim von and.
i wanna have a tattooooooooooooooooo. i know what i want for tattoo. exciting.

curious to see if i can do this and that. stay positive. positive. pooooositive.

happy new year, you people!!
ciao.